Last Call At the Dolly

Alright so this is it
I've finally had enough
Of hanging 'round here
Feeling sorry for myself
It's almost been 5 years
Of trying just enough
To keep from feeling
Bad enough about myself
To question what went wrong

It's like I woke up from a dream
Where I was trapped inside a bottle
And part of me had been shot off
And boarded up

And here I am
All the choices I never make
And the chances I never take
The steps I wish I could retrace

But I'm not giving up
No, I'm not giving up

Until the day
My eyes roll back into my head
Until I choke on my last breath
Until no one remembers
A single goddamn thing
I've ever said or done

But I woke up from my dream
And I threw away the bottle
And everything I boarded up
Came pouring out then
The sky has never looked so clear
Through bloodshot eyes without the fear
Of letting go
And moving on and walking on my own

And here I am
All the choices I never make
And the chances I never take
The steps I wish I could retrace

This is a trap
The life we lead
The life we lead's a lie
We owe ourselves
Much more than what we now accept
Until the day our eyes roll back
Until we choke on our last breath
Until no one remembers
Until no one remembers

(Here I am)
All the choices I never make
And the chances I never take
The steps I wish I could retrace
(Here I am)
All the choices I never make (here I am)
And the chances I never take (here I am)
The steps I wish I could retrace