Somewhere in Between

Im back at the roots
The blackest of thoughts, the Master of truth
You mad cause I'm scrappin the noose
You mad cause you claim you the king and you lacking the proof
We just needed more from the niggas that was claiming they was moor
Fiending for the way up outta hell
I been in that basement like I'm rotting in a cell
Ask God for a sign and my girl for the Bail
I can't fail, You say your love is real
I can't tell, Cause that ain't how it feel
Smoke and mirrors, somewhere between hopeless and fearless
The nerves are endless when I am in this
Prisoner to the words serve a run-on sentence
Put time in it
Time after time lost time in it
I ain't really fine with it
Really need it all back like when I was 9 with it
You really changed the climate, you really blacked her eye nigga
I tried not to hate you, She tried to forgive and she the taught me the skill
That's prolly why I'm at where I'm at And i aint tryna go right back Running laps in them feels

Say a prayer for my prayers if you love me
If you got me you wont ever split them hairs and call me ugly
Won't Count no favor or share my flavor with yo neighbor you know you can trust me
So act right, all black comes to light
Shine for me baby shine

You got it all figured out
Don't no need me more to stress you out
I got nothing but time on my finger tips
Distinguishing the difference in controlling and your leadership
I never knew you'd lie that
I never seen her eyes like that
Why you cry like that
Momma Ima fly for you gravity can get defied like that
But tell me why you ride right back
When he treat us like not even people he make me wanna shoot my 9 like that
Till his spine might crack
My Anxiety I blame you for it's entirety
This how you put me in society
Looking over my shoulder, this shit is cold as Nova Scotia
This shit unreal something like ya sobriety
I fell victim to the patterns of ya victim
The back and forths the stress rhythm
Obsessed with peace it might be gone the next minute
The pessimism, the blessed within me, i wrestle with em until I pen em down
Let em drown in the ink, even then it's just more to found
More to be lost when you all in yo head cause of them
And you trapped cause they ghost on you now
Took the rope from you now.

Say a prayer for my prayers if you love me
If you got me you wont ever split them hairs and call me ugly
Won't Count no favor or share my flavor with yo neighbor you know you can trust me
So act right, all black comes to light
Shine for me baby shine



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Writer(s): Deonte Hargrave
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