Dead (In My Head)

I'm finna raise up my fans like I raise from the grave
Dead on the inside, but my body stayed
Around, hollowed out, broken, and stoned in my brain
It's cold outside like the blood in my veins
Breaking the habit like bones in my skin
The demons they tear me apart while they grin
Betrayal, addiction, depression sets in
Never again will I let someone in
I'm finna raise up my fans like I raise from the grave
Dead on the inside, but my body stayed around, hollowed out, broken and stoned in my brain
It's cold outside like the blood in my veins
Breaking the habit like bones in my skin
The demons they tear me apart while they grin
Betrayal, addiction, depression sets in
Never again will I let someone in

Just forget it, I get it, you're tryna be friendly
But all of my friend have became the most deadly
And sinister serpents you'd even imagine
Don't flow with the current, but I create static
Imagining loyalty, felt like they owed to me
All of my seemingly closest are dead to me, now
Stole from and broke me like vows
I will not take 1 more loss
Bitch you can get it, I'm fed up with actin adult
I been living in misery, it's all your fault
I was riding or dying, and grinding until that shit came to a halt
And it's all your fault
I could blame myself for all the chances I gave
At the end of the day, you're the one who betrayed me
Did so much for you, I couldn't afford it
But there wasn't nobody making me
Some people just suck, it depends on your luck
But I just so happened to have none
People dont give a fuck
If they're down on their luck, they'll just rob you until you have nothin
As long as they're good, that's all that matters
But soon I step up, they all get to scattering
If it gets buck, then the jaws get to shattering
Glass on the floor, pick it up with hands real quick
Slices n dices, like snake eyes, and bites will
Enticing the thought of my death bed igniting
My body in flames, or poison in my veins
I been tryna escape, I been lost in my ways
Things have happened, some things that you just dont come back from
Been lacking the passion that used to help me make it happen
I'm lackin, depressed, and just anxious
Self medicating to fade me to blackness

I'm finna raise up my fans like I raise from the grave
Dead on the inside, but my body stayed
Around, hollowed out, broken, and stoned in my brain
It's cold outside like the blood in my veins
Breaking the habit like bones in my skin
The demons they tear me apart while they grin
Betrayal, addiction, depression sets in
Never again will I let someone in
I'm finna raise up my fans like I raise from the grave
Dead on the inside, but my body stayed around, hollowed out, broken and stoned in my brain
It's cold outside like the blood in my veins
Breaking the habit like bones in my skin
The demons they tear me apart while they grin
Betrayal, addiction, depression sets in
Never again will I let someone in