Hamster Ball

This is a nightmare and I can't wake up
Nothing around me is ever adding up
(This can't be real)
I might suffocate
Stuck between love and hate
I'm screaming damn it all
Locked in this hamster ball

I'm rolling downhill and I cannot stop
A cliff at the end and it's a hundred foot drop
God help me, somebody help me
If this is where it ends then come and tell me
Cuz this is torture, This is disorder
I'd rather take it quick like getting struck with mortars
Every foot it rolls, the faster that I'm runnin
Every time she calls, it's like the ball was punted
This woman that I loved, She tried to cut her losses
Guess that makes me a loss, That or she was flossin
Like this was orthodontics, but this was cancer treatment
Cuz every time I saved her life you know I wasn't eatin
I feel like I'm just dreamin, that or it's a terror
Cuz even my happiest of dreams would terrorize and scare her

This is a nightmare and I can't wake up
Nothing around me is ever adding up
(This can't be real)
I might suffocate
Stuck between love and hate
I'm screaming damn it all
Locked in this hamster ball

I see the end and I'm about to fly
Something tells me I'm about to die
Where can I turn? Oh God this burns
I'm too young to end up buried in an urn
I need to slow down, but I make no sound
I'm pretty far up and that's some low ground
And she might push me off, yeah, that sounds like her
She's gonna cry and cry again yelling a thousand words
Like she's reading a book, and it's a bad story
I just wish she'd stop, this is a sad story
I'll end up mad gory, unrecognizable
This amount of mental pain is indescribable
It's undeniable, and there I see the edge
Just know I didn't do the things that have been alleged

This is a nightmare and I can't wake up
Nothing around me is ever adding up
(This can't be real)
I might suffocate
Stuck between love and hate
I'm screaming damn it all
Locked in this hamster ball
This is a nightmare and I can't wake up
Nothing around me is ever adding up
(This can't be real)
I might suffocate
Stuck between love and hate
I'm screaming damn it all
Locked in this hamster ball