Empty

Jaded
Jaded
Jaded

Urges and withdrawals, grew up to be an addict
A manic Hispanic, that Xanax suppressing pain and panic
Shooting up like automatics, I had it in double cups and lagging
The light in my eyes vanished, pills ran up the check I'm cashing out
Liquor in my mouth, hit the couch I'm going down
Woke up thinking "how, did I end up here? I doubt"
"That I wanted this, yo how did it come to this?"
"I didn't consent to this. Yo why did I take that extra hit?"
"So shit, fuck"
"Where did all the money go?"
Spent it on the beer, the lean, the xans, and the fucking blow
Blew the money laughing like this shit is funny
Now I don't got the funds to buy some food
Got an empty tummy

Empty heart, empty eyes, empty hopes and dreams
Empty pockets, empty wallet, empty cans: a fiend
Empty lies, rational "at least it isn't tweak"
Empty soul, empty goals been drunk through the week

This and last, and the one that came before
In 2013 I got drunk and passed out on the fucking floor
Woke up thinking to myself don't wanna do this anymore
2018 and yo I just don't do it anymore but oh

Empty heart, empty eyes, empty hopes and dreams
Empty pockets, empty wallet, empty cans: a fiend
Empty lies, rational "at least it isn't tweak"
Empty soul, empty goals been drunk through the week

Empty heart, empty eyes, empty hopes and dreams
Empty pockets, empty wallet, empty cans: a fiend
Empty lies, rational "at least it isn't tweak"
Empty soul, empty goals been drunk through the week

Empty heart, empty eyes, empty hopes and dreams
Empty pockets, empty wallet, empty cans: a fiend
Empty lies, rational "at least it isn't tweak"
Empty soul, empty goals been drunk through the week

I've been drunk through the week
I've been drunk through the week
I've been drunk through the week
I've been drunk through the week