Blue Nights

Love and happiness, yeah
Something that can make you do wrong, make you do right

I ain't been happy in a long time
I ain't been happy in a long time
I ain't been happy in a long time
I ain't been happy in a long time

These been the saddest days, lately I been afraid
My baby ain't calling me, my homies been crossing me
My family breaking up, my checks never pay enough
The system just failed us, I'm losing my fucking touch
Somebody save me from my vices
Lord forgive me for the path of righteousness
Has misdirected me into a shallow observation of the mindset corrupted by my miseducation
Of soul, my spirit been broken
By long sleepless nights with tears dripping from my sockets
I ain't Hunter Dane no more, they took away my liveliness
Fear got ahold me and I'm doing right by it
Push that bitch over to the left side
Lemme show 'em what I mean when I rep the west side
Bully my way into trouble, I'm that kind of guy
No mothafucka gonna bat me at an eye
I'm finna bust open that door, lock it up
Got house to house visits, getting my loot up
I have a price to pay 'cause my pride stuck
To every bad corner you could ever think of
If you put me in that position, I ain't giving no fucks
If you praying for your deity, homie tough luck
Ain't no one gon save you from the wrongs that you done
'Cause we living in the day where I'm showing no love
You took away my homie and you snitched on yourself
You ain't even give him the chance to speak for himself
Vengeance closing in, don't give a fuck about wealth
So you saying goodbye if that mean- (BANG)

(Hey Hunter. Bro, can you call me back as soon as you can?
Brian O.D.'d on... Brian O.D.'d last night bro
I don't know what the fuck to do bro
It's hard bro, he fucking died. I can't believe this, he was like a brother to us bro... Fuck!)

This generation of children been demonstrated as killers
My homie was framed and locked up, in three months he got a baby
I know that be sounding crazy, but you gonna have to believe me
When I tell you to come save me 'cause they been chasing me lately
They chaining my foot up, telling me I'm a screw up
Asking me to follow the path, saying I can do no wrong
I question my sanity, wonder if I'm a become one
A number on a list with the crowd that I come from
And I know it sound insane, but shit ain't been the same
I've had to hold myself back from violent tendencies to explain
'Cause I know mothafuckas don't see it as expressing pain
So they put us in the back and call us another name, look
Free my homie PJay, he done got locked away
Why people locked up for crimes that are legal today?
A homie gotta think before he falls out of place
I always gotta think twice before going out without anybody around me
Your complexion is different but it's protecting somebody like me
I love you for who you are but you don't even like me
And I don't even wanna fight I just wanna daydream
'Cause I don't know what to give besides apologies

(Look, I don't know what else to tell you. What do you want me to say? I'm sorry)