Witchdoctor of the Internet

Sores fester and quiver
Felt lucid and late
Moments went by I call waste
Just faded feelings that come with wait
Years lost to a day
Impossible to glimmer through their haze
Washed away from shores brought to a boil
Forcing shallow hearts into shallow soil

You said it yourself, "I've made up my mind
I've got to get away from you and live a different life!"
Why?
Seductive memories so slowly subside with time

July rains staining old skin from winds blowing change
Memories remain the moments fragmented deep in my brain
I gave you my all, you took it in vain
The void in my being was getting far too hard to sustain
I look to the room that we both grew up in
Back when we met, I had no regret, you were my best friend
So many feelings flood me when I think of back then
I once dreamt of us, before the distrust and disgust for what's so fucked in your head

I felt your love once again but only in a dream
It burnt out to smoke and ash as fast as it had came to me
When the cinders cleared from my vision I could finally see
What you felt was not for me but for what you wanted me to be