Lost Control

I was the last one ask "where do I belong?"
I got the answer for that but i don't remember what it was
I tend to think that I'll be strong
Even though it's not entirely true, at least I'm not you

You lost control a while a go
Standing up front there all alone
You hate the cold but love the snow on this cool summer days'savage flow
In a moment ill be on telling stories bout all i know
I won't last long to lose control

Sometimes I fake everything is good
And other times i pretend to be a little down to get attention
Some days it's just me and my crew
So I can lose my mind one more time and turn my back to everything

Yoday I just came to see the ocean
I told this girl the other day that i came here to stay and i was a surfer
I know she bought it cause she wanted to
Long story short, she was a bitch and I was a dick

I wont just back down cause that be the weakest move
Maybe I'll go out, did you see that wicked moon?
Maybe I'll strung out
Maybe I'll turn around

Sun is going down I hope it rains
The weather's fine, but I want change
Sun is going down I hope it rains
I love this place but hate your face now, cause