Out of air

Things have changed since the last time
We spoke
Things have been bad for a while now
No joke
Things are looking different now
That's just the way it is
I'm stuck in the past
Like I can't go forward
Like I'm out of air to breath in

Come inside so we can talk
If you got the time of course
I was kinda hoping that you would come around
This makes me so uncomfortable
A lot of shit makes me anxious
I don't know if I'm good enough
And I always keep hoping
That someday you'll turn up at my door
(Silly thoughts)
You been gone for seven years now
Where did you go?
I know being ignorant doesn't help
But there's always something good in hope

I pray
For you to come home
I keep staring at the wall
Tears flow, years go by
So fucking slow
Keep dreaming
You coming home
You not being dead
We talking 'bout shit
Seeing you smile again
And making me happy
But then I wake up
And you're not here
I'm hella scared
My mind's not clear
On my cheek there's tears
Feeling weakness and fear
And I'm left alone
I'm so fucking 'lone
I'm so fucking 'lone
I'm so fucking 'lone

Things have changed since the last time
We spoke
Things have been bad for a while now
No joke
Things are looking different now
That's just the way it is
I'm stuck in the past
Like I can't go forward
Like I'm out of air to breath in

All this waiting is killing me
I can't stand it, I'm feeling sick
It feels like I'm choking
Everything is stopping, flip of a switch
Fuck it, I'm back again
Back to stressing
And feeling so damn sad
I'm not feeling it
I think I'm loosing my shit
Come on, please
You gotta get back home
Mom, you're all I need
But I guess time is done for hoping
Better start moving forward
Going through memories
Over and over
Some day I might be done with it
Damn, I wonder

Things have changed since the last time
We spoke
Things have been bad for a while now
No joke
Things are looking different now
That's just the way it is
I'm stuck in the past
Like I can't go forward
Like I'm out of air to breath in



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