Obsessed

I wonder all the time will you know me well
Spread my life up on these sheets so I can excel
Retweets, hearts, likes, and everything
I count it all, just capture the better means
Has this obsession taken over me?
Will I mail off all my values just to notice peace
How many years will it be until I get over grief
Cause all my happiness is tied to popularity
And this ain't fair to me, I want to chase my passion
And pass all the has-beens and make my worries past tense
If I can't let it go then I'll never get it
Optimism, take a thought and shift my metaphysics
Gotta take my mental off of meta-critics
Cause they observe what I do but they can never get it
I see it firsthand on the daily
That's why they can't phase me and drive a fuckin crazy
Yeah

I do this over, over, over, over 'gin
And it never ends (Never)
It never ends (Never)
I do this over, over, over, over 'gin
And it never ends (Never)
It never ends (Never)

Will I be good enough to love forever
I'm down to die for you, but is it temporary
We did some freaky things up in the bedroom
And I can ask you to stay but I can't beg you
Now I'm on your social like a stalker
Just lost you and you change the way you're walking
Outfit new and bar hopping
I might be alone for life, my heart stopping
Do you say the same things that you said to me
Or do you ring a different bell and change the melody
Can you walk around the house and find the smell of me
Oh that's right, can't nobody match my pedigree
I'm just trippin' I've been thinking too much
To find myself in you, I just think it's a crutch
To measure up to them, put myself in a rush
Obsessing over love, I'm just too out of touch, tough

I do this over, over, over, over 'gin
And it never ends (Never)
It never ends (Never)
I do this over, over, over, over 'gin
And it never ends (Never)
It never ends (Never)