Cry All You Want

All my life I've been a fraud, and it's a quandary
When the person who you are inside isn't who they wanna see
And now I know

You loved the sound of words, that much is clear as day
It's like you never finished saying what you tried so hard to say
And now I know

You'd hate me now for writing this, but man I know firsthand
That if you're the fraud that I am then you'd probably understand

And if every passing moment has an infinite number more
I sometimes start to wonder what my life is really worth
And I'm paralyzed with fear, but they all think that I'm just cold
Which of all these in-bent fractals
should be the one I show the world?

But life goes on all around me while I sit here biding time
But I'm afraid nothing about me that you love is truly mine

And when I feel my facade fading and I'm faking all my pride
Your neon light will lull me back to life
Your neon light will lull me back to life
Your neon light will lull me back to life
Your neon light will lull me back to life