Purple

What could I be doing if I didn't close my eyes
I'm trying to smile and wave as I'm passing like I comply
The presence that I'm portraying and faces that I apply
The demons that don't reside are neighborly by the vine
They share with me every Sunday and drink with me every night
I'm a little lit with tendencies telling me I can fly
I was lying to myself I was only lying in bed
I only cry in my head but no shit I'm crying in bed
Look there's a hell a lot of shit I can only write in my head
Since I'm out the closet cold I went hiding out in the shed
Fresh air could do me better but breathing put me in debt
With everything that I learned I never thought I'd forget

I was always a pleasure to have in class
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
I was always a pleasure to have in class
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
I was always a pleasure to have in class
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
Yeah yeah yeah yeah run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go
I was always a pleasure to have in class
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
Yeah yeah yeah yeah run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go

Can I say what's really on my mind
If I tell you how I feel then all these feelings intertwine
Does it really make a difference over time
To spend a grip to grind and make it but it's never been my time
I'm just saying what I mean if I'm mean then it's a lie
I ain't the type to hurt but if I'm hurting I'ma hide.
I'ma run from negativity and pack it all inside
I'ma cope the way I hope that it'll make me feel alright
I know the many can't relate I just hope the beat is fire
So I'ma water down the lyrics with some alcohol and ice
I'ma pray that they gon' take it so I'm posing for the frame
And they be posing for the fame while I'm posting for my life
'Cause I

I was always a pleasure to have in class.
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
I was always a pleasure to have in class
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
I was always a pleasure to have in class
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
Yeah yeah yeah yeah run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go
I was always a pleasure to have in class
I never cheated to pass until I needed to pass
Yeah yeah yeah yeah run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go

On a scale of 1 to 10 how do you feel and I said Purple.purple
How many fingers am I holding up Was it worth all the hurt though
I been little ever since I was little got my watch on the last notch
Ain't no party like a party when I party put the mask on the mascot
I'ma cut a rug but I'ma cut the shit don't be asking me to teach you when my dougie hit
No druggie bitch but that bitch a drug got me tossin' in my sleep and now an itch for love
I miss my pup I'm trying to live it up but someone said that he was dead and now I'm sick as fuck
You're my boy boy boy watch my boys go forward I can't avoid nor store the dysphoria oh boy
The deepest cuts leave the coolest scars
But never was there ever a cut as cool as ours
I'm only speaking first because my foolish heart
Couldn't contemplate or wait around for you to start
So do your part I know the tunes was hard
But if it wasn't for the pain I wouldn't have drew this art.
I'm looking down the road because I'm moving on
And I'm growing up whether I do or not fasho
Whatever you want I'll get it whatever you don't I'll leave it behind
She's always alone but I'm with it but when I come up you better make up your mind
She wanna be cold but I'm frigid 'cause I become frozen most every time
I wish I could know when I'll quit it 'cause I just see home when I look in your eyes

It took a lot to tie a key to the lock try to be who I'm not
Try to please for the lot
Look I'm the cream of the crop
I'll believe I'm alive when I see what I've done has done degrees like I got
I'm looking at my birthstone I think I'll be the first one
I may not be the best but I know I won't be the worst one
I forgot what it's like to do whatever I like
'Cause I been stuck in my mind
You don't see what I see when I look in my eyes
In my eyes deep inside in my eyes deep inside yeah
You won't be the one keeping me from living my life
I know I'm cruising for a bruising leave the choosing up to me yeah
I was hiding from myself the pain was too much fun for me yeah
Give a fuck about what they think
Splashing water over my face
Baby steps like 1, 2, 3
I'm picking scabs so I still bleed
I give a fuck about what they think
Splashing water over my face
That I wish I could wash away
I'm picking scabs so I still bleed

I give a fuck about what they think
Splashing water over my face
That I wish I could wash away
Run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go
I'm picking scabs so I still bleed
I give a fuck about what they think
Splashing water over my face
That I wish I could wash away
Run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go
I'm picking scabs so I still bleed and I still

Yeah yeah yeah yeah run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah run it back running back
Quarterback throw it back get crunk get buck go hard let's go