Black Sheep

I woke up feeling like I missed the memo
The trees were done-up for a party in white
The glare off of the immaculate blanket
Reveals the baggage inside

I keep circling around
To see if the trouble's still there
It's been couch surfing in my head

I wish I could melt into the landscape
But black sheep can't hide in snow
I tried so hard to make amends
But black sheep can't hide in snow

I think I'm sick from all the feelings I chugged
I'm weeping into my tea
What do you do when you've done terrible things
Should I check WebMD?

I keep circling around
To see if the trouble's still there
It's been couch surfing in my head

I wish I could melt into the landscape
But black sheep can't hide in snow
I tried so hard to make amends
But black sheep can't hide in snow
There's no way out of here unscathed
'Cause black sheep can't hide in snow

I tried so hard to make amends

I'll trek out to the snowy docks
To contemplate my life
And when the frostbite feels too real
I'll head back inside