Going Down

I'm going down

I've been drowning in my own emotions
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know what's going on
I don't know where I went wrong
I don't know what I've been thinking
Lately I just feel like drinking
I don't know what's going on
I'll just keep singing my song

Im just staring at the ceiling thinking bout my options
Beating myself up like I'm shadow boxing
Family relationships are super toxic
Maybe that's the reason why we stopped talking
I just had a son and its overwhelming
Or maybe I'm just way to selfish
If that's the case I really can't help it
Seeing people make it and it makes me jealous
New year same ol' attitude
Falling for the same ol' shit no parachute
Never thought my life would be this so soon
So im just gone keep growing through what I go through

Im going down

I punched a motherfucking hole in the booth door
I don't know what I'm doing any more
And I don't know what the fucks happening
Jake told me you're so motherfucking talented
I told him I couldn't give a fuck about this music shit
I swear to god its gone ruin our relationship
I swear to god if it wasn't for you I would quit
I swear to god you're the reason why I do this shit
Now tell me man will it matter when I'm dead and gone
I would rather have a memory then another song
Can you tell me when did writing start to feel wrong
You know this aint made me happy in so long
I don't wanna spend my life doing something that don't make me happy
Thats the whole reason why I started rapping were the ones that made it happen
Man we slept on the floor in the car risked it all
I don't wanna fall apart
I think I'm going down