Emotion Is Fake

Sometimes I wish I was dead
Why are emotions so fake
When we wake up every morning I swear nothing ever changes
Just screaming in our heads and slaps to our faces
Was life always like this man I guess time flys
Somethings just aren't meant to be my mama used to say
But if God is fake then for heaven's sake You dropped the ball and let me down
Oh why can't You open Your eyes
The hate You give and words You spit
They really can change lives
Ohhh maybe one day we will see the light

But what if
Oh most things we're off on we swear yell and lie
But somethings we're right on I swear it on my life
I had all of my happiness but it turned out that was fake
Why is this the way it is my life is a mistake

Love is screwed
Abused and used
That's what I am
Yeah how bout You
Love is war
Where no one scores
But still it's all I want

Suicide guns and knives
They all make their wounds
That leave us filled with scars
Maybe if we loved each other
And stopped the hate
We wouldn't lose sight of the stars

Oh well we all know that life ain't fair
The worlds hella rough
Like Mike we all need air
Someday maybe we will see the light

Why can't You open Your eyes
The hate You give
And words You spit
They really can change lives
X being killed it wasn't meant to be
But Tupac's Spirit could still live in me
Shot dead at gunpoint in Florida You see
Like a shooting in Parkland 17 18 and me

Emotions emotions
All You do is lie
If I understood what You tryna do
But one color is tie dye

My nightmares became real life
When I woke up one day
And light turned into dark
There's no more light in the day

The light that was once promised
Has shot off like a comet
When i say You i mean all yall
That's why I am like a ball
Can't You see why cuz I'm

Up down slammed on the ground
The same old cycle round and round
Slap on the face Now i'm betrayed
Can't sleep at night fucking family fights
You want me to lie You attack what's right
Defending wrong man I knew it all along