Song for Sammy

This is the first time
That I've ever loved anything more than life itself
I never knew my heart could expand to this size

This is the first time
That I've ever jumped out of my head and
Left it behind, and I don't think that I wanna rush back inside

How could it be his little hands grew inside of me?
I never made anything so perfectly

This is the first time
That I've ever seen beauty in dust
Caught by the sunlight
Falling around us in the quiet

This is the first time
That I haven't been able to keep out
All of the pain that goes on
'Cause every man now is somebody's son

How could it be those little toes grew inside of me?
I never made anything so perfectly

Oh, but the nightmares, they don't stop
The ones where I can't find you
Or I've left you alone in the dark
And I run, screaming, shouting, "Where is my baby?
Where has my baby gone?
Without him, I simply could never go on"

This is the end and
Also the beginning of everything we are
We were one, then two, now we are three

How could it be his little heart grew inside of me?
There's so much to lose now, it's terrifying
But look what we made, isn't he just perfect?