Stalactites

I'm so fucking stressed
Got all of these problems, don't know how to solve them
No wonder I'm depressed
Seeing what I become, feeling like I be scum
I'm feeling the regret
Wishing that I could reset, put that on my dying breath
Until there's nothing left
Go ahead and bet, that imma, that

These nights been so cold, that my tears they done froze
I've been colder though, catch a chilly shoulder ho
These nights been so bold, my enemies self exposed
I've been going with the flow, batshit brownies got me blown
Go for the win I layup
Your girlfriend I might lay up
Nah I'm fuckin round bitch calm down
In the winter months I smoke up
Seeing potential of what I be
Been on the wrong path to peace
Father fell from the branch of family
I fell from his, starting my own tree

I need to decompress, in my own mind feel supressed
No pills but my face numb, see from different angles
It worries me to death, my brain feel recessed
My ego dissolving, but drugs they are not solving
Why I can not release, I can't find my peace
Cause everytime that I try, something new fucks up my life
So goodluck to me
Cause everytime that I cry, tears freeze from my eyes
Like fucking stalactites

I'm so fucking stressed
Got all of these problems, don't know how to solve them
No wonder I'm depressed
Seeing what I become, feeling like I be scum
I'm feeling the regret
Wishing that I could reset, put that on my dying breath
Until there's nothing left
Go ahead and bet, that imma, that

Imma hardened vet, tragedies I represent
Purple heart under my chest, so you best fucking respect
Or you best protect your neck, cause I'm coming for you next
My presence stole your breath, my energy left you vexxed
Parden the darkened threat, lifes problems tend to project
Quintessence of senescence is what you underwent
Starving artist intent, got you squeaking like tonic accent
Re-invent with me, and manifest your true intent

Don't give a fuck if you're a mess, I will wait for you, yes it's true
Even if I knew u in school
I will show you a life that is new
After all this was the path that I choose
Stress keep me together like glue
Without it I fear mind undos
So to the easy life, I bid adieu

From the 517, never talking down on me, even though he 5-7
Having families blessings, dead years lost to the depression
Stagnating your wheels spin, meditate and manifest progression
From psychedelic sessions, deaf ear to the devil grinning

I'm so fucking stressed
Got all of these problems, don't know how to solve them
No wonder I'm depressed
Seeing what I become, feeling like I be scum
I'm feeling the regret
Wishing that I could reset, put that on my dying breath
Until there's nothing left
Go ahead and bet, that imma, that