Victory

To my family and friends right now, my life is looking perfect
But there's still stuff below the surface, like my life is feeling torn
Ive been boxing with my pride and I've been wrestling with porn
Ignoring anything from God is starting to feel like the norm

Lately Ive been trying to find my mind but I'm losing it I put aside my own plans
But i always end up using them
I know my God is merciful, but I'm abusing it
God keeps on constantly calling I keep on snoozing it Deep down know
That God is truly what I'm missing
But I always tell myself I don't have time, I'm too busy
See, I'm thinking about my history
Losing sight of his victory
Thinking this isn't fit for me
How can I glorify God, when I'm always filled with this sin in me
I feel like I'm the only one, I really hope that your feeling me

Keep on reaching towards the heart of God, Just let go and let God do his thing. That's all

Remember that God is present If your ever feeling lost
It doesn't matter if you fall just take a glance up on that cross
Remember that God is present If your ever feeling lost
It doesn't matter if you fall just take a glance up on that cross

I always found it funny how dying could lead to a victory
Our God is the one who loves us now and doesn't care about our history
His all consuming love will forever be a mystery.
Cause how can a king so powerful, give up his life so that there could be rest in me
The master artist makes a master piece out of the mess in me
So I cannot do nothing more than to give the rest of me

When i was feeling lost, My God you told me I'm found
You told me, Son give me your burden, cause ill carry every pound
Your forgiving of all my sins not mattering the amount.
The only water I drink whenever my soul is in a drought
The one who turns my smile up, whenever my soul is looking down
Getting back up after you fall, that's the nutrition for your soul
How do you plan on getting swole, if you don't ever get sore
I'm a mess, but lord you catch me when its slippery
The one who comforts me when all that I could see is misery
With your arms opened wide up on that cross I can hear you screaming victory, VICTORY

Remember that God is present If your ever feeling lost
It doesn't matter if you fall just take a glance up on that cross
Remember that God is present If your ever feeling lost
It doesn't matter if you fall just take a glance up on that cross

I always found it crazy how our God is so merciful
All of our sorrow fading on the cross leaving all our life's purposeful
With your all consuming mercy you will forever be the donor
Cause my God till death brings us closer.
Let your will be done wherever your directing me
And God its so hard to give you everything so please, take the rest of me

Remember that God is present If your ever feeling lost
It doesn't matter if you fall just take a glance up on that cross
Remember that God is present If your ever feeling lost
It doesn't matter if you fall just take a glance up on that cross