So Cold

Shooting for the top I can't ever ever stop
When the rhythm drops my heart starts beating like a boombox
Like the energizer bunny that shit never ever stops
It just keeps on running. That shit's undoubtedly funny
I want you to be proud of me mummy but I still ain't got no money
My fate's in the hands of my fans but I'll do what I can until I write my own Stan
I'm chasing the goals that'll take me to the gold and up out this cold ass hole that I'm in
Good lord I think I struck a chord I guess lets plug it in
I may need an extension cord or at least a helping hand
From more than just a friend before I go overboard

I'm so cold you just don't even know
When you left me all alone, man my heart became like snow
I don't really know why I let you taint my soul
You said you always be there but I did this on my own
I'm so cold you just don't even know
When you left me all alone, man my heart became like snow
I don't really know why I let you taint my soul
You said you always be there but I did this on my own

When I began my journey they used to tell me
JP you're never gonna make it, just quit it
Save yourself the failure. It's not worth it. You don't deserve it
But then I just told the voices to (SHUT IT)
'Cause I'm gonna work it and swerve it 'till my verses are perfect
There's no way I'll deserve it because I'll never be perfect
But if I present myself in a way that is relished and not overly embellished maybe, just maybe
I'll be cherished and not left on a shelf next to an elf writing this to myself

I'm so cold you just don't even know
When you left me all alone, man my heart became like snow
I don't really know why I let you taint my soul
You said you always be there but I did this on my own
I'm so cold you just don't even know
When you left me all alone, man my heart became like snow
I don't really know why I let you taint my soul
You said you always be there but I did this on my own

I'm so cold
I'm so cold you just don't even know
I'm so cold
I'm so cold but I did this on my own

Now I'm gonna tell you what it was like every time that you were leavin'
I couldn't believe it. I was struck with a fit of disbelievin'
The next thing I knew I'd done lost my reason for breathin'. Man I'm freezin'
Nothing's been the same ever since you left with that dude named Stephen. I went away
I took all of my inner feelings and gave them away
Then prayed for the day you'd come back and say you're never leavin'
I go Insane when I think about all the days that wasted away
Waiting for something I don't even believe in
I lost my heart and my soul but then I lost my mind
Pretending I got shit under control and everything is fine
I lost my way almost like I was blind but then I found the truth
And I had to get this shit off my mind

I'm so cold you just don't even know
When you left me all alone, man my heart became like snow
I don't really know why I let you taint my soul
You said you always be there but I did this on my own
I'm so cold you just don't even know
When you left me all alone, man my heart became like snow
I don't really know why I let you taint my soul
You said you always be there but I did this on my own

I'm so cold you just don't even know
I'm so cold you just don't even know
I'm so cold you just don't even know
I'm so cold but I did this on my own



Credits
Writer(s): Jonathon Pratt
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