Scars

Breaking down your walls
Broke myself down in the process
You gave me emotional damage I can't repair
Nothing will fade these scars you made
Now I'm sitting here, playing my guitar with only 5 strings
Having another drink so maybe I can sleep tonight

These thoughts of you get worse at night
I mean, we all die alone so what's the point in trying?
Just know that if you can't sleep tonight I'll be there

I painfully admit that I still care
Even though I know it's not worth it anymore
I don't know you now, and I guess I never did

The mask you wear covers up your true self
Like an angel in the dark
I was blinded
Fake love, you made me believe

And you tore me to ground, left me broken
Now I'm trying to mend these wounds on my own
I can breathe again without you here
But sometimes, I wanna die

You were my best friend, fuck a fake friend
I thought you were true
Why you gotta do me this way?

I gave you everything and this is what I get in return
How dare you?
I really fucking tried