This Ain't Right

The hammer dropped, damn, 15 years
I looked around and seen a river Of tears
I gotta stay strong
No emotions showed in front of my peers
My expression's as if I didn't care
But what the fuxk's going on
Mother told me keep my faith
Stick yo chest O' carry this weight
You becoming a man, and I'll visit you wherever you're going
Remember sunshine comes after this storm
I don't have no friends
No marajauna no more time
No caddilac and no More rims
Just state shoes and uh jumper
Plastic shank, arm as uh pumper
A few Bucks and a visit this summer
I feel like a failure, to my daughter that just turned 4
Months and I ain't Seen her before
I just got pictures
And my grandmother know that I miss her
To my Pops keep yo head up mister
Omega's uh Don
Based his life on the Corleone's
The 1st Godfather Kouldn't go wrong
Vito or Mike
To all the listeners choose who you like
But what I'm Thinking by the end of the night
Is this shit ain't right

Sometimes I feel I hate myself
Like youngin you done played yo'self
This shit ain't right
Sometimes I wan' repay myself
Like lil nigguh go and spray yourself
This shit ain't right
Sometimes I feel I hate myself
Like youngin you done played yo'self
This shit ain't right
Sometimes I wan' repay myself
Like lil nigguh go and spray yourself

The hood is shocked, how could the judge be so cruel
We gotta get this Shit overruled
I'm only 18, now add up my age with Shells
And you see why I'm going Through hell
To them nigguhs who tell
You just caught a lifetime scar
That's a life-sentence minus the bars
I'm just speaking the truth
Darnell-Jason-Antwan and Mark
You each Know that I'm speaking to you
I hope I'm reaching the youth
Teach There's certain shit you don't do
And I was always one for keeping it True
So I wouldn't flip
No lil' homie I didn't snitch
My man's took the stand And I didn't bitch
It's like I didn't see
Or even notice what was happening to me
But I did My nigguh and I didn't reach
And, that isn't me
I could've had them Nigguhs under uh' tree
I know some soldiers would've done it for me
Because Omega's uh Don
Based his life on the Corleone's
The 1st Godfather Kouldn't go wrong

Vito or Mike
To all the listeners choose who you like
But what I'm Thinking by the end of the night
Is this shit ain't right

Sometimes I feel I hate myself
Like youngin you done played yo'self
This shit ain't right
Sometimes I wan' repay myself
Like lil nigguh go and spray yourself
This shit ain't right
Sometimes I feel I hate myself
Like youngin you done played yo'self
This shit ain't right
Sometimes I wan' repay myself
Like lil nigguh go and spray yourself

I'm on the bus, man my cuffs seem too tight
Tired cause I ain't slept all Night
I just caught time, my future doesn't seem too bright
Those pussy Nigguhs ruined my life
We supposed to be family
I use to call your mother my momma
You promised death before Dishonor
Now I'm going to prison, and family missing out of my life
Go to the Kitchen table sit down and write
I'm just looking for letters
Nah' I'm not asking for cheddar
Just take a Day and pray for life to get better
If not for me then my daughter
Spending 80-bucks on uh' quarter
So My mind could float south of the border
It's part of the game
Out of snitching tell me what did you gain
Thinking bout it got me going insane
So feel my pain
I reminisce bout Nights throwing the cain
Wondering how I ever ran wit uh lame
Because Omega's uh' Don!