Loving Again

It's been a minute since i took you on dates - i feel it I'm late
I paced back and forth at my place
Before I even coursed on the course i could take
Without you hating on my taste when you would stare at my face - I know
And now i see you and you're standing here so beautiful
Staying faithful and I'm hating how i treated you
The way i faded out slow without a good bye
Knowing that i had no timetable for my cold vibe
But when i texted you replied right back and said
I missed you so much can we take another ride
'By the sea' is what i feel, when I'm driving I-5 and my windows
Are all down and the music is so live makes me think
And i dream back to the moments
The blood, sweat and devotion the jazz notes of my poets
Plays around me feeling kinda smooth
I asked you 'would you still love me' baby yes you do

I can't go
Never meant to leave you baby can we take it slow
I couldn't feel myself steady lost in all this smoke
Yeah i really need you - never meant to leave you no

Do i still cross your mind on occasion though?
The way we shared a couple months while they were saying no
The way they handcuffed love and made it difficult
How they were judging me quick while I was holding hope why?
It was my passion that determined the drive
Like the deepest kind of love that i was feeling inside
And i could wait forever just to see you again
To be real i still drive by where we once held hands
But forget that, going down that path is a deathtrap
You pressed 'next' - 'check' so i'm out like a chess match
You said you wanted life with the lowest amount of stress?
I'm focused on the road where the coldness it hits the chest
Think back fondly to the times that we had
You were a modern day Juliet but minus the stab
And it's good - I'm Romeo after drinking the vial
While the crowd starts to clap I stand up and take a bow

I can't go
Never meant to leave you baby can we take it slow
I couldn't feel myself steady lost in all this smoke
Yeah i really need you - never meant to leave you no

I grab your hand and then I take you away we flying to space
I traced all the steps on the way
But hey maybe this time we'll ride a little slower
This moment's just a flash in a bash and then it's over
I'm packing up the pics along with memories too
I got the moment's in my mind we both cleverly used
And i will, keep flippin the songs that I keep dripping
The string's keep riffing to the beat of your heart I hear the drum pattern
Like the strum of a numb Saturn from the wake of sleep we're keeping the mum shattered
Screaming kinda loud from the top of the space needle
Dropping of a sequel - that be reaching to my people we been ready
The way we held this spot it been steady killin it like Queen
Been murkin like 'win freddie'!
My love is finally here and we're ready to take a stroll
From the coldness of the north to the deepness of your soul

I can't go
Never meant to leave you baby can we take it slow
I couldn't feel myself steady lost in all this smoke
Yeah i really need you - never meant to leave you no

I can't go
Never meant to leave you baby can we take it slow
I couldn't feel myself steady lost in all this smoke
Yeah i really need you - never meant to leave you no