I'm Tired

I'm stuck and tired and my heart is feeling heavy
Full emotion solitary, fast forward am I ready
No handouts, no portions, I write it cus its worth it
I fell on my lonesome and got back up on both feet

I'm dropping hella pain and it comes with consequences
Phone is ringing all the time I don't do no playing
I try to warn him and tell him that I am not the one
But I am the only one to call you on your holy son

You was afraid to take the role rather you rather rome the streets
How many families you done stole the casket lets you see
Theres a pillow and a hole and some flowers for you
You sure you wanna pull the trigger them boys coming for you

You could've lead on my example and probably stayed in school
But all the money you done touch that shit don't make you cool
Your momma working overtime u rather bang with friends
You fascinated by the chains and all the whips you in

I try keep my vision
I try to keep it clear
These bitches just want weed and money nothing else to give
Theres in love if your not deep in love with yourself
I had no one to call, you pulled me down to hell
The hood don't fuckn love nobody had to learn the hard way
I seen some people turn to zombies for a piece poison
I seen some people turn their backs when they were hella needed
I guess my mom was right, there is no one to save you even

So where we heading, so where we heading nigga, where we heading nigga
We heading north nigga

I'm stuck and tired and my heart is feeling heavy
Full emotion solitary, fast forward am I ready
No handouts, no portions, I write it cus its worth it
I fell on my lonesome and got back on both feet