His Story

He lived a lonely life
Nobody treat him nice
He had to pay the price
Blood all on his knife
He stayed all alone
Didn't like his home
Did it on his own
Just his skin and bones
He never had the help
He could never tell
He lived inside his shell
He loved nobody else
He could never leave
Hand around his sleeve
Angry gritted teeth
Broke him mentally

All he did was cry tears fell down onto his thigh
All these broken ties parents always fucking high
He don't wanna lie little brother asking why
Mental suicide he about to end his life
He can't go to sleep mom and dad gonna fill his dreams
They just gonna beat him down til they knuckles bleed
He living on the streets at least he get's some peace
Then they track him down and take him to the underneath

He just want all the pain to go away
He ain't got nothing to say
He thinks about running away
But they would find him in a day
So he making a plan for them both
He starting to see all the hope
He gonna want them to know
Just what they did to his soul

He went in his room and he thought
About all the suffering and pain that he got
Dad always sipping on scotch
Mom in the kitchen she taking the shots
He thought about tying the knot
But that would just put a quick end to his plot
He thinking about just what he wants
He know he gonna do it when he on the spot

He gonna be great yuh
When he open the gate yuh
Ain't hitting the brakes yuh
For him it's too late yuh
He playing along yuh
He acting real strong yuh
He ain't do it for long yuh
He ain't thinking it's wrong yuh

Yeah his brothers watching him go and lose his mind
He wanna know what makes him crazy all the time
He told his brother that he wouldn't know until he tried
To understand why mom and dad should fucking die
His brother started crying said that he was scared
He told him not to worry that he came prepared
He looked him in the eye all he did was stare
His head filled with memories that they used to share
He packed up all his stuff then he went to bed
Started going through the plans all up in his head
The a smile came across his face his cheeks were red
It would finally be the time that they fucking bled

The next night he grabbed his stuff and said goodnight
To his brother yeah this was just his sacrifice
He opened the door prayed to Jesus Christ
He loaded up the gun cocked it back and shot them twice

The shot rang in his ears
Brother crying tears
Facing all his fears
Smile ear to ear
Yeah the gun he dropped
Neighbors called the cops
He started taking off
Had no shoes or socks

He running down the road
He ain't know where he should go
He going door to door
Ain't nobody giving floor
He don't feel pain no more
He don't even need a home
Yeah he all alone
Just like where he was before

He came up to the end
He knew that he had sinned
He was giving in
To the pain within
He couldn't face the dead
Yeah he never said
His final words so he put a bullet in his head