november

All I wanna do is pick fights with you
You got me heading towards the wrong time
And tripping over fine lines
And you know it's about time
You won't hang up
You're just reaching for all the same sides
And I know that I'm not easy with the letting go
And I know that I don't usually get the memo
Sitting in your back yard or driving in your dad's car
Nostalgia on the side bar

I don't wanna think right now, now, now
I can't breathe when you're around
I can't sleep, I don't know how, how-ow

Picking through the pages
A hundred different stages of what you misread
And what you thought I said
November was a mystery I'm trying to forget
I know that your heart shares the winter
I know you usually tend to come in cold
The red still stains the back of my memory
I can't pretend that I'm still ten years old

I don't wanna think right now, now, now
I can't breathe when you're around
I can't sleep, I don't know how, how-ow
I don't wanna think right now, now, now
I can't breathe when you're around
I can't sleep, I don't know how, how-ow

My mind is made of useless treasures
You can unpack if you want
But no pressure, I don't need you, like you told me
It's just minor, I'm not bothered
But you're poison and you know it
I thought I would outgrow it
Now it's just new cars and lobbies filled with bodies
All blurry, you're focused on me but I can't breathe

I don't wanna think right now, now, now
I can't breathe when you're around
I can't sleep, I don't know how, how-ow
I don't wanna think right now, now, now
I can't breathe when you're around
I can't sleep, I don't know how, how-ow