Last Light

Six days in the bathroom, forgot how I came here
I can't see clear, I only see fear
Insanity in my eyes, cut myself open up, head on a spear
Be aware, I kill once you're a centimeter near
Dead brain, bloody veins, cold chains, no life to regain
I feel strange, I'm here, where is my exchange?
Sit back and watch me shoot victims on my firing range
Toilet water, green grass, so many days, counting on my hourglass
I grow evil, there's no people, I feel dead, ebola we are too equal
Laughing at my hilarious shadows, what am I truly looking at?
Nobody really knows
Awake to find my rescue but I am deep sea blue
Feeling like I'm about to change my fucking attitude
I'm looking at my reflection, I feel infection
Scared, keep going with my mind's rejection
I wanna die, suicide, better than lethal injection
I'm not feeling good, where's my protection?
I squeeze heaven till the drop of rain and I freeze my bones until I feel pain
So don't come close to me when you see me with the last light
Cause if you do, I'm not sure that you wanna sleep at night

I'm probably so insane that I won't see the last light over me
I'm probably so ashamed that the day that I die is my killing spree
I'm probably crushed inside that's why you don't really wanna talk to me
I'm probably dead alive, from this last light I can never flee

Three weeks and I still live for my suicidal trial
If I live another day tomorrow, that'll be denial
I crush your insides and I eat them out
Haven't eaten in a long time, cannibalism is what it's all about
I prepare to kill when you open your door
I'll take you down with my bear hands down to the floor
I start to hypnotise, my eyes are still like I'm paralysed
Hours later and I was gone, but I didn't realise
I'd be surprised when you see me bloody disguised
Died of loneliness cause my voice didn't socialise
Death flies over like an airplane with wings of poison
An armageddon bomb straight to my face, I stand frozen
Life is no more capable of having me, it's disturbable
Coming out being innocent, that's not persuadable
The light's looking at me, stuck in the chamber
Now you might now where my soul will keep my anger

I'm probably so insane that I won't see the last light over me
I'm probably so ashamed that the day that I die is my killing spree
I'm probably crushed inside that's why you don't really wanna talk to me
I'm probably dead alive, from this last light I can never flee

6 months and I feel like I'm turning into a dead freak
Started off when I was getting stuck in here on the first week
The toilet's drained and there's only blood coming off the sink
In this dying place I finally find out I'm the missing link
I wanna shoot myself but I'm afraid to take a shot
I wanna stab myself, but this gun is all I got
So when the last light's looking at my dead soul
I take my last sip of the bowl before my head roll