Have Faith

I think but still dont say my thoughts are here to stay
I write but it's not great yet people seem to have faith
In the projects that I create at times I can't embrace
This person you see today I'm still filled with all the hate
Watch my life past from this cage been broken but still okay
Wondering what you'd say if you seen me lose my way
I've not been feeling so great while I'm learning to find my place
Been chasing my dreams living for me no longer lost, just walking these streets
Been kicked out not locked up can't complain but my thoughts rush
Making it tough for my heart to love yet still can't say that I've had enough
So I'll find my luck and I'll grind working on everyone of these lines just to speak about the hard times
I've experienced during this climb, but I knew that I would rise
To a place where people could find, the melody in which I rhyme
I've been leaving the past behind more focused on how I'll shine
While perspectives can leave you blind you've been told not speak your mind
So its something you've learned to hide as you wait for someone to find and share what's really inside
The thoughts that have been confined but are the reason for feeling fine
You knew that it would take some time but still fought with every line
A battle you wouldn't subside, and would use to challenge the mind
Creating passion for those that are blind pursuing a path nobody finds
Wondering what this piece defines writing again for peace at night
Feeling so lost and you don't know why, holding the spark now give it a try
Speak on the mic with positive vibes building the space have faith we will fly

You gotta have faith so please don't worry
Life will change I know you've been hurting
I see strength that you've been growing
Days wont rain with hope you've been holding
You gotta have faith so please don't worry
Life will change I know you've been hurting
I see strength that you've been growing
Days wont rain with hope you've been holding

The more I learn the less I feel I know
The more I shut down heavier the load
Hiding shame and pain, nothings shown
But I've learned it cant be carried alone
Never know who you are until you let your guard down
Never know the fires hot till you see it burn down
Never know your strength till your pushed around
Never know the right friends until you reach out
Fear will trap you if you maintain that toxic role
Faith moves mountains thought it was impossible
Everything becomes new
Your hope retains value
Spit out the poison eating away your soul
Say it out loud
Take away its power
To the ears of your neighbor
Take back your power
Stand stronger together
United is power
Dig deep find relief
Within you is power

You gotta have faith so please don't worry
Life will change I know you've been hurting
I see strength that you've been growing
Days wont rain with hope you've been holding
You gotta have faith so please don't worry
Life will change I know you've been hurting
I see strength that you've been growing
Days wont rain with hope you've been holding

Said I been holding on
So long that I feel at home when I drown in my solitude
When all I knew was you
You broke my faith, I live hardened in my heart and I'm falling through
Ever lived this rage?
Ever read this page?
Where mercy dies and villains drown inside these ends
My thoughts subside to free my mind redemption's here
I know the roads so every path's restored again
You said I was dead inside, never ready for this ride
Yours words I would crystallize, inside my beaten fragile mind
And frankly I was frantically pacing while feeling dead inside
Searching for divine interventions to vent what you would hide
This is passion, this is faith, this is God
God with me, God in me, God within, I'm the rod
I know hurt, I know pain, I know lonely nights and shame
I know lovers faking love, only cuz they heard name
You'd know when we come crashing
Every soul, every foe, line 'em up, in row
It's soothing shooting through 'em while I make my way to my goals
Issa vibe, we on road, off we go
Where I go? Only I and heaven knows
I am that missing target, I flew where stars is to sit and dwell on my own
I cut ties and said my good-byes, I left all behind to clear out my dome
She said, "hope we still on good terms, I knew you would fly and make your way out"
I think "it's a blessing to free myself from your chains and find my way home"
I had faith