thirty under thirty

Late 20's, I'm still in my bed
Taste of tequila, damn, this is death
Flip through magazine, reading 'bout my friends
Self-esteem, down, down, down again

I fake it while you make it
Damn, I hate this again

I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list
I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit
I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit
I should be happy for you, but I'm just a little jealous

What, what
What the fuck am I doing?
What, what
What the fuck am I doing?
What, what
What the fuck am I doing?
Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long?

Am I hardly working or working too hard?
Messes me up, so I'm off to the bar
So I'm out here drinking
And overthinking

Am I doing too much? Am I doing enough?
Am I making a fuss? Someone call my bluff
Is this really what I love? Does it give me rush?
What if it's not enough?

I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list
I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit
I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit
I should be happy for you, but I'm just a little jealous

What, what
What the fuck am I doing?
What, what
What the fuck am I doing?
What, what
What the fuck am I doing?
Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long?

Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long?
Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long?
Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long?
Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong?
Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long?

I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list
I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit
I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit
I should be happy for you, but I'm just a little jealous



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Writer(s): Natania Lalwani, Matthew Ferree, Vardaan Arora
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