Ivory

I guess I'm just a little bit fucked up from all the liters I'm drinkin'
And coping doesn't come together with the weed that I'm hittin'
I'm starting to feel like I'm all alone, the secrets I'm keeping
Ain't keeping me from keeping all the fuckin' feelings from seeping
And everybody wanna treat me like the sheets they been sleeping on
Tuck me away, and keep me from keeping on
I mask it, and stash away my dreams while I'm bagging
My fuckin' clothes before I pack up all my shit, you can have it
These bitches thinkin' that I'm not finna carry-on like baggage
I'm not finna carry on with the madness
And if you gon' refuse all of the messages I'm passing
Expect me to be leaving you on delivered like a package
I've had it, I'm asking you nicely before it gets tragic
To hell with the battles, I'm dashing
I ain't finna check up if you're buckle is fastened
'Cause I'mma fuck around with magic, fly out this bitch like Aladdin

Baby, I can tell that you ain't thinking wisely
Your choice of action doesn't compliment you nicely
I'm struggling to figure out why you lie to me
With lies white like ivory
I said baby, I can tell that you just ain't been thinking wisely
Your choice of action doesn't compliment you nicely
I'm struggling to figure out why you lie to me
With lies white like ivory, but fuck it

You try to tell me it went over my head, but I'm ducking
Like them arguments that you be tryin' to start out in public
I'm done with bickering and picking apart and the cussing
'Cause it doesn't help us and is never amounting to nothing
But maybe it's just our age, I'm praying we're bound to change
I'm laying foundations, babe
I'm making the bigger play for our relationship sake
So never passes a day where regret and anger can stay
I understand I might be dwelling too hard on the future in our youth
But I do it to guarantee us nothing less than the truth
But you're careless, this shit got me embarrassed
So I think of shit that wouldn't happen just to raise awareness
In fairness, I'm steering from anything generic
Apparently we ain't gonna make it out as parents
You're failing to lay anything on me that's coherent
You're daring me to leave you and it's scaring me, I fear it, I fear it

Baby, I can tell that you ain't thinking wisely
Your choice of action doesn't compliment you nicely
I'm struggling to figure out why you lie to me
With lies white like ivory
I said baby, I can tell that you just ain't been thinking wisely
Your choice of action doesn't compliment you nicely
I'm struggling to figure out why you lie to me
With lies white like ivory, but fuck it

This how you want this shit to be?
I tell you bite the bullet and you take it literally?
With a gun in your mouth, how fucking crazy can you be?
'Cause this shit headed south and I ain't talking Tennessee
I mean we're headed down because you're acting differently
You're acting as if we were never ever meant to be
And anytime that you go out, you're in my head suspiciously
And this shit ain't a doubt and doesn't take no imagery
It gets to me instantly and so I suffer miserably
'Cause I would never go to lengths to strip you of your dignity
But that's what you did to me, you never miss a beat
So I'm hoping that my heart does in the middle of the street
With my head to my feet, gravel digging in my knees
And I wish to hear a beep that takes me out my misery
I hope you got the picture fucking painted visually
So maybe then you'll understand my fucking hurting mentally
You're nothing but a sin to me

Baby, I can tell that you ain't thinking wisely
Your choice of action doesn't compliment you nicely
I'm struggling to figure out why you lie to me
With lies white like ivory
I said baby, I can tell that you just ain't been thinking wisely
Your choice of action doesn't compliment you nicely
I'm struggling to figure out why you lie to me
With lies white like ivory, but fuck it