Proud Yet

Yeah mama i know you didn't wanna leave yet
You did your deed now it's on me, i'm out here chasing this check
With all respect
I think i did better than the rest
See Pig grew up when you flew up i got some things off my chest
I'm trying not to neglect
I know it's harder than that
I fell victim to my pain hell i was wrapped up in stress
I'm pass that
I just wanted to check
Mamapillow mamapillow are you proud of me yet
I shouldn't be talking to grave cant wrap my head around it
Wicked love, bad vibes i been all around it
Come out with your hands up we got your heart surrounded
And since you left around here love here love has been really absent
I barely trust these people
I know they talk about me
They pray on me not pray for me
That's why my judgements cloudy
I still be staying focus
Even with death around me
And the ones that hurt me the most are the ones i'm calling family
Yeah mama i know you didn't wanna leave yet
You did your deed now it's on me, i'm out here chasing this check
With all respect
I think i did better than the rest
See Pig grew up when you flew up i got some things off my chest
I'm trying not to neglect
I know it's harder than that
I fell victim to my pain hell i was wrapped up in stress
I'm pass that
I just wanted to check
Mamapillow mamapillow are you proud of me yet
You know we say we doing good
Bad but we doing good
Sad but getting through it
Mad but smiling through it
Dad man i never knew
But i still had a daddy
Uncle tony always had me
Til this day that man got me
Relationships got rocky i climbed my way to the top
I put my family on my back we in pursuit of
The gwuap
And thats why now i cant stop
Thats why now i keep a glock
Cause with all this comes clout
And i know they wanting my shot
I ain't been skipping a beat, still it's williams street
I ain't changing for nothing they want it all here it be
I just been minding my business cause there ain't nothing to see
You wanted me doing great, so i been doing me
I just wanted to call but heaven ain't got no phones
I still be hurting inside that's why i wrote up a song
They be doubting my love, i guess it's too hard to be
They destroyed my trust, so the rest is on me
Yeah mama i know you didn't wanna leave yet
You did your deed now it's on me, i'm out here chasing this check
With all respect
I think i did better than the rest
See Pig grew up when you flew up i got some things off my chest
I'm trying not to neglect
I know it's harder than that
I fell victim to my pain hell i was wrapped up in stress
I'm pass that
I just wanted to check
Mamapillow mamapillow are you proud of me yet
Yeah are you proud of me yet
I fell victim to the pain hell i was wrapped up in stress
I'm past that
And i just wanted to check
Mamapillow mamapillow are you proud of me yet