I Am Alone

Hello from the other side where there's nobody but me
Myself and all these demons shifting my views like they're controlling my eyes
If only teardrops could write lyrics, then I wouldn't have to struggle when I'm tryna purge my insides
I know exactly how you feel when you say that the world's against you
Loneliness is torture, let this song befriend
You're sick and tired of bearing the feelings of never caring
The pain's unbearable but yet we're strong enough to bear it
Happiness comes from within but mine is not there
So if I'm miserable I'd rather suffer with you by my side
The direction I'm going in is really not clear
Pure darkness in my vision you can be the reason that the light shines
I think I'm desperate for your deep affection
I hope regardless of signal there's still a deep connection
Tomorrow isn't guaranteed, if I don't make it through
I'd be happy to say I spend my last day with you

You can cry on my shoulder when you need to take a break from the battle
Every day's a fight it doesn't make you weak at all
So drop your pride, look right into my eyes
You're a princess, you should be in the biggest castle
I talk a good game as if I've completed the levels
God by my side but I still hear from the devil
I think it's fairly obvious which side I'm sticking to
Paradise is never out of reach when I reach for you
I know I've got my own worries and yeah I'm frightened too
But regardless I will always make time for you
And even if we don't speak you've always got a part of me
Our hearts and souls will always be in harmony

You're never alone, truly
I'm always gonna be here, on the side mainly because I
I'm toxic, but we both know that
So instead of me being right there in the middle of the action
It's probably best for everybody that I watch from the sidelines
But that doesn't mean I don't love you, I love you too much to hurt you if anything
It's confusing, and I'm very conflicted
But regardless of it all, it's okay. Your heart is my heart and my heart is yours