Everywhere I Go

Everywhere I go
Things don't ever change
I'm changing my ways
Not to be the same
But everything always Fades
Into the dark here we go
Away from the light I'll go
Dont try to save me
I'll just repeat
All the mistakes I know

Please give up
I'm a dying cause
I just never
Get better
No matter what I do
I try to change
But it ends the same
with people scratching Their brain
Tryna figure out if I'm Insane
I ask the same shit
Me being the biggest critic
Stay looking in the mirror
Like somehow that will fix it
I just wanna know
Which direction I should go
Cause all these nice folks
They giving out hope
Like maybe one day ill be Normal
But that's some bullshit
Cause I know myself
All the things that I do just Indicate help
Destructive by nature
And maybe by nurture
But that would be putting The blame on my mother
And knowing myself
No way this could be her
This is all me
I'm ready to leave
Someone take my place
Someone worthy

Everywhere I go
Things don't ever change
I'm changing my ways
Not to be the same
But everything always fades
Into the dark here we go
Away from the light I'll go
Dont try to save me
I'll just repeat
All the mistakes I know

You think you know me
Vut you really don't
Definition of destruction
Is who I am
Since my birth
I been cursed
I walk the earth
To search
And finally deserve
My mothers words
I take breaths
With regrets
Every second transgress
Worsen with time
Like a virus
I should just disappear
End it all here
No anxiety
No more living in fear
No more of the thoughts
That haunt my Subconscious
No more blaming the same Old excuses
Telling myself I'm totally Useless
Deleting myself right out Of this existence
Cause every path that I Take
Always leads me to the Same place
Same conclusion
What would I be losin?
Cut the ties to what keeps Me breathing
No more feelings
Just no more anything

Everywhere I go
Things don't ever change
I'm changing my ways
Not to be the same
But everything always Fades
Into the dark here we go
Away from the light I'll go
Dont try to save me
I'll just repeat
All the mistakes I know



Credits
Writer(s): Impulse Gawd
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