If Only

Four thousand one hundred ninety six miles away
I've missed you every single day
Tried to forget and chose to just stay
'Cause I bet you already did anyway

As many as my ninety two summer days
I just wished to see your face
Told myself I'll be over you someday
But it's so hard for me to just walk away

Not over you
No I'm not over you

If only I knew how
To not feel so much
To not love this hard
I would've saved myself from this broken heart
No need to find a brand new start
Wouldn't have to hurt myself
If only I knew how
To not feel so much
To not love this hard
I would've saved myself from this broken heart
No need to find a brand new start
If only I knew how

This distance separates
All alone just to wait
For you to maybe be my fate
This love I have
Oh it's a figure eight
It's taking over me overwhelmingly

Not over you
No i'm not over you

If only I knew how
To not feel so much
To not love this hard
I would've saved myself from this broken heart
No need to find a brand new start
Wouldn't have to hurt myself and fall apart
I shouldn't have fallen
I should've cared less
I shouldn't feel broken
I should've just guessed
You were never here to stay
Should've distanced myself away
If only I knew how

If only I knew how
To not feel so much

If only I knew how
To not feel so much
To not love this hard
I would've saved myself from this broken heart
No need to find a brand new start
Wouldn't have to hurt myself and fall apart
I shouldn't have fallen
I should've cared less
I shouldn't feel broken
I should've just guessed
You were never here to stay
Should've distanced myself away
If only I knew how



Credits
Writer(s): Sofia Widya Kezia
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