In My Trap Again

Once again,
Just like years away
Tears fall like the rain
Always that same name
Haunting since that day
I made the mistake
To give my soul away
To trust that love prevailed.

Once again, I'm locked in my despair
My lonely heart that breaks
My failures burst in pain
To think that I confessed
To think that I expressed
My secret feelings hurt
My deepest pride in flames.

I can't believe it, time has gone by,
and I am back where I'd already been
those thoughts I'd felt I'd overcome are reappearing.

I can't believe it,
just like the past, my teenage years with all the fears
And once again I'm left alone and you're not with me.

Once again, another love rejects
Another "no" that aches
What is it that it takes
Why is it you don't care
The tale repeats itself
Again, I'm not enough
Alone in my trap again.

I can't believe it, time has gone by,
and I am back where I've already been
those thoughts I felt I'd overcome are reappearing.

I can't believe it,
I'm lost again and you look at me and you're not seeing
That once again I am in love, and my heart is bleeding.
And now I know
Your hands, your eyes
were just deceiving
Since now your eyes
have turned to ice,
your hands receding ...

I can't believe it, time has gone by,
and I am back where I've already been
those thoughts I felt I'd overcome are reappearing.

I can't believe it,
just like the past,
my teenage years with all the fears
And once again I'm left alone and you're not with me.

I can't 't believe it, time has gone by,
And I am back where I've already been
those thoughts I felt I'd overcome are reappearing.

I can't believe it,
Alone again in my own trap and wicked dreams
And once again I gave it all without receiving.