Used To Want

I saw it coming
I knew the second I left
That you would make me regret it
But what could I do
'Cause I couldn't hear myself
When I was next to you
But I never stop missing you
And I'm not that good at convincing you
That I'm doing alright
Cause every night
My mind keeps on racing
With steps I'm retracing
I think I know
Where we went wrong

So come on

Looks like you're glad I'm gone
Thanking God for saving you
From what you used to want
Oh you're glad you got away
Ok ok ok
You can kick me when I'm down
And I will crawl into the bed I made
Crawl into the bed I made
Crawl into the bed I made
Crawl into the bed I made

You're not holding back
And I know that it's not an attack
But if looks could kill, that photo of you
Hold my throat till my face turns blue

Looks like you're glad I'm gone
Thanking God for saving you
From what you used to want
Oh you're glad you got away
Ok ok ok
You can kick me when I'm down
And I will crawl into the bed I made
Crawl into the bed I made
Crawl into the bed I made
Crawl into the bed I made

You dont care
And in my despair
My mind broke in ways
I did not think I could repair
Look at all the time I spent
Hell bent on seclusion
Gave myself a problem
Trying to make you the solution

But you're glad I'm gone
Thanking God for saving you
From what you used to want
Oh you're glad you got away
Ok ok ok
You can kick me when I'm down
And I will crawl into the bed I made