The Darkest Cloud

You got me feeling like I'm Jah cuz im really numb
The old you would understand where im coming from
You probably out being a hoe probably being dumb
The new you is fucking up and everything is done

The damage has been done so it just begun
Everytime you say you feel me you're just feeling none
The darkest clouds got me thinking of you I can't get you out of my head so I have to wait for the sun

You seem happy eveyday i seen it on your face
Like all the selfies that you used to send me every day
Just be grateful that I really saved you all the way
Because the people that you call your friends never did the same

The more I was around you were feeling blank
Apparently right now I feel the same way
If ever see you now there's nothing to say
Because my mood dead as fuck my feelings for you start to decay

Depression is scary for both of us to go through
Honestly you sucked me up dry til I'm no use
It felt like I was dealing with somebody else I'm not use to at all that I no longer know you

But again I tried soo hard i never wanted to give up
Stayed up from morning til next morning like I did drugs
Stuff I planned for my myself turned upside down got
Behind the process because of you and that shit sucks

Everything was wrong for you that shit made me think of you
I just had to go out certain nights to have a drink or 2
You said thank you for the shit that I always bring for you
Always needed me but you never gave a fuck when I needed you

I don't need you now I'm done with all the sadness
You considered me the best when I was doing all the action
Now you wanna act like you don't know what really happened
Well Ima tell you now you chose the money over my compassion

Ima remember this shit as a lesson
The late night rides and wasted all the time I invested
Wasted my breath wasted my self away when you was begging
You look at your friends as the greater than and I'm the less than

I wanted you to open your eyes and realize
I didn't want you to feel broken on the inside
And the way I had a heart was like a ultimate prize
But it doesn't matter now that everything has fucking died

I became dark thoughts are really empty but it's hurts to say
You gave nothing in return so i felt a certain way
Everytime I saw you its was like a shine into the dark but everytime I leave everything was turning grey

Watching everything burn away ashes in a pile
Its like burning evidence days I saw you were like burning files
I remember that night I was walking hella miles
If I see you again I wouldn't find a way to a smile

I havent done that much I thought I lost my talent
More like losing myself and ways are more invaild
Everytime I thought about you I just lose balance
On my way to the other side of town as I think about it

In a dark room inhale the relief that I'm blowing
And everything I dealt with on the side kept me going
Your voice is on repeat in my head like a slogan
You said you had feelings and cared alot but you barley showed it

Sadness storming over my head everything is cold
We both fucked up but you did the you most
I went to through the scars and the lack of rest when you was down the road
You're not the same person I met along time ago

Disintegration of you in my mind because you
Relied on me soo much I thought that I could trust you
I wanted to remastered them years ago when I loved you
Im missing you right now but it's fuck you...