Forgotten Everything

I don't know, yeah
I don't know what my purpose is
Lately I've been feeling purposeless
I've got to fight these urges with
The worth - inside - this - kid
But how am I supposed to fight this if
I've been feeling like a worthless man
I don't even know if I can
Find the purpose of who - I - am
To find the purpose of who I am
I've been looking in the wrong place again
I've been trying to find faith in men
Faith in friends, faith in fam
Faith in myself but I hate my myself
I'm looking in the mirror and it ain't myself
I'm wondering what happened I know I've got to get help
But the pain in my heart I wanna keep to myself
Cuz I'm not ready to deal with anybody else
And I can't trust them to check on my health
My heart has already been drug through hell
So I'll check it myself and say that it's well
But really it's been swelling the pain has been killing
My heart has been feeling crushed down by ceiling
And I still don't know what my purpose is
I'm not really even sure if it's worth it kids

Yeah, I've been feelin I have forgotten everything
Forgot my heart, forgot my God, forgot my wedding ring
And I don't even understand how I can make a change
With all this doubt and this pain living in my brain

I already said this once before
I don't really understand what my life is for
I don't really understand what my purpose is
I don't really understand how to handle this
Handle what, handle all the words I get
Floating around in my mind I'm a word Smith
Floating around in the sea, I'm John Smith
With Depp I bet you won't catch this
Now stop - I got to get back to it
This is about way more than the music
This is about more than the words that I'm using
It's about more than what I've been going through
Lately, I've been feeling so broken down
Like a hopeless child and I don't know how
I'ma make a difference but I know I can
God's got my hand, he's got an abstract plan
I'm a brand new man in a whole new land
Walking out on the water where I won't sink in
Better believe it, I'ma keep dreaming
I'ma keep rhyming, I'ma keep coming with the bars
Hoping that you play it in your car
Hoping that you're learning who you really are
Hoping that just maybe, I can be a part
Of putting words in the things that reside in your heart like

Yeah, I've been feelin I have forgotten everything
Forgot my heart, forgot my God, forgot my wedding ring
And I don't even understand how I can make a change
With all this doubt and this pain living in my brain



Credits
Writer(s): Ryley Michael Alderman
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