3 Moves

My life, traded to cease
What my eyes were fated to see
These wounds borne of my hands
Will fill this room with the sin of man

Please forgive my deeds, I know my body is sick
I swear I tried to believe, but faith ain't doing the trick
I tried to feel your love, there is nothing but hurt
I think I'm tired of thinking, I think it's time to give up

One more day, I could play the fool
Hide my heart, and smile for you

I wouldn't ask you to hurt, I tried to carry my own
If I could figure it out, I wouldn't feel so alone

Tonight, I feel the same
Leaden weight run in my veins
3 moves, and it's replaced
But unlike before, there's a bitter taste
Crawling all through my skin

Disillusioned dreams I've traded to be free
Misconstrue my deeds, but let me rest in peace

As I feel my life slipping from my grip, my one wish
Is I could tell you I'm sorry you had to see me like this

This world I leave to you
You'll make it better, you always do
I'm so tired, I must sleep
Please don't let my memory
Weigh you down, just understand

I've borne a curse since my birth
In death I return to the earth

Disillusioned dreams I've traded to be free
Misconstrue my deeds, but let me rest in peace

If I was good enough
To keep your love
I would have never gone

All the way without you