Relapse

Imma miss a day, and you know that imma relapse
Your love is like a drug, I'm addicted yeah I need that
I'm not tryna act like a villain but you see that
I don't know why I try, I don't know why you try
You fuck with other guys
Switch up on me girl I know you lie
Turning in my coffin like you make me wanna die
Tell me I'm wrong but I'm thinking otherwise
My heart's attached but I don't know why

Like when you come around, my heart it flips around
My world is feeling down, I'm buried underground
Like you put me there, tryna fight back but you know I'm too scared
Like I got another half of me, I fight but it's controlling me
I try to tell you what I need, I thought you were a part of me
I'm playing with demons in my sheets, writing songs make fun of me
Got so used to hearing screams (Whoa, ah)
I don't really know where it's going, 3, 9 on my head I'm a druggie and I know it
Got a black heart from the past like I wrote it
Guess I'm on my own I don't need you, I'm focused
Playing with my head, call it mental warfare
You keep playing with my trust, when you know it's not fair
I'm just waiting for your actions to show me that you care
I don't wanna hear your lies, this ain't no truth or dare

Imma miss a day, and you know that imma relapse
Your love is like a drug, I'm addicted yeah I need that
I'm not tryna act like a villain but you see that
I don't know why I try, I don't know why you try
You fuck with other guys
Switch up on me girl I know you lie
Turning in my coffin like you make me wanna die
Tell me I'm wrong but I'm thinking otherwise
My heart's attached but I don't know why

Yeah, uh she a faker
Give her drugs to save her
Lie to me a player
She just wants to take me out of town, fly around
When I'm sober not around, calling my plays outta bounds, like it's off-white
I don't really care to call you all mine
Every time I do it's like you come and say it's all fine
Begging you to stay, I'm alone, your my lifeline
Gimme more time I don't want to reach your deadline (Yeah, reach your deadline)
Playing with the drugs, got my medication when you're feeling out of love, yeah
Tell me that your done, yeah, told me I'm the one, yeah
But you just lied again, now I know that is over, got no friends
Yeah, sleeping in bed, thinking bout my regrets
When I gave my heart up, didn't think it would end
But here I am, broken all again
You changed, I fell for all your sins

Imma miss a day, and you know that imma relapse
Your love is like a drug, I'm addicted yeah I need that
I'm not tryna act like a villain but you see that
I don't know why I try, I don't know why you try
You fuck with other guys
Switch up on me girl I know you lie
Turning in my coffin like you make me wanna die
Tell me I'm wrong but I'm thinking otherwise
My heart's attached but I don't know why

Yeah, know I relapse, I know I relapse, I know I relapse
Know I relapse, I know I relapse
Know I relapse, I know I relapse oh, oh



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Writer(s): Evan Gesk
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