Reset Button

I've been searching for purpose in the deepest abyss
I didn't think bout what would happen if I kept writing this shit
As I got deeper in the lyrics the more that I ceased to exist
But I pulled myself out and I'm happier than I've ever been
And I've grown to realize that shoe eventually fits
You have to learn to know when your personalities been split
You have to come to your senses and learn to love what you have
Put your phone down for once and experience a laugh
The most simple emotions can mess you up internally
And the kids who keep saying they never heard it cut the deepest and reach in and mess me up surgically
That's the shit that no ones ever heard from me
They see what's on the outside and expect me to act like Hercules
Nah
That's not what really happens
I'm not doing this for clout
Im doing it cuz it's my passion
Cuz I know I get roasted cuz I'm rapping
And doing all this
But I could give less of a fuck
This shit is my god damn calling but

Lately I've been needing a reset button on my whole life
But what do I do when I forget the people who were by my side
Lately I've been needing a reset button on my whole life
But what do I do when everyone disappears from my ride

It's not the love behind the people it's the people behind the love
When it's all said and done will you have said more than you've done
How'd you manage to stand up when people pull out that rug
And people say they fixed the cracks but it doesn't fix the mug
And the reason you've been gone is not because of them
It's because you've been focused on the only thing that you love
But they take it personally and start to rip off the gloves
You feel the only option left is to book it and run
But you
Keep persevering and veering from negativity
They judge you on everything except lyrical ability
The comments are like a drill in me soaked with lethal acidity
But this the life that's fit for me
They say I have no credibility
And once you put it out they only only talk about what's shitty
It's just a vicious vicinity
With no one to reach for me
They go in and tear it apart but don't give a chance to read it
They just eat it
And leak it
And say you should go hit reset