Look at Me

Using drugs to blanket your fears, instead of really face's them
Times those feelings appear, I grab blunt start blazing it
Or, drink until I throw up man when im gone grow up?
I'm swallowed by them shadows
When im drinking on them bottles Inside im feeling hollow
And my mind is losing focus back is hunched like im from notredam
Im losing all my confidence not even making time for friends
Never hanging out with them
Spending all my time alone im falling like im dominoe's
I got my back against the wall feel like the world is against me
In this negative mindset the devil stay testing
His pleasure is my pain thats why I never give myself a break
When I make common mistake
If im not mistaken mistake is education
So, never burn from ya wrongs gotta be learning from 'em
Never burn from ya wrongs
never burn from ya wrongs gotta be learning from 'em

Look at me, look at me my brother
Got me running, got me running got me running man

Is grass really greener on the other side
Or does your grass just needs to be refertlizlied
Cuz in your mind, the sun is never shining
And so your Skys, are some how always cloudy
Doomin your days in gloominess
Can not connect to human beings
Confusing yourself your useless
Using drugs and abusin em
U doing the unusual why doing the unusual
I get it, I get it your depressed
Got so much on my mind gotta get it off my chest
I should focus on my grind I should focus on success
In stead I find time to spend with all these girls
Reasons for songs like this remind me to stay on track
Im never getting lost and what ever that it cost
I want to Be the big boss I wanna be the rick ross
Just, minus the fat
Off every rhyme I have im gonna be making cash
Just look at me mom, just look at me mom