Pushing Through Walls

This shit's a long road fuck I been here before
Trying to stay half sober while yet being on tour
Don't get me wrong I love the life style always craving for more
But be assured this ain't no easy marathon for the score
The airports bare planes bare trains and detours
Late nights no sleep and kip on the runner vans floors
I push it more and more ignore the fatigue that that I endure
Until last summer up on stage and I collapsed to the floor BAM
Trust there's a turning point for every fuckin' person man
Emerse yourself in circles of people that fuckin' give a dam
Support from loved ones for the music
And your health can make a world of difference
Giving you that boost to always feel you can
Some just don't understand given you them looks like a fuckin' deadpan
But it's cool man their sucking on dicks like a tool fam
But Ima stand proud love my life badman
Making all ya beautiful people come dance the cancan
Anxiety's a bitch I suffer from it an I hate that
I've been taught to take it medicate it covering the real fact
Numbing pain and blanking it's a quick fix I don't rate that
Don't feel bad to talk to somebody especially who's got your back
Workout the format feel good in yourself to start the combat
Then come back like Arnold saying "I'll be back"
I'll fuckin rap and slap that mental attack
Coz I was sick of fuckin feeling like some physical doormat
I wage war on mental Abuse self sustaining
Goodbye to those rainy days aways complaining
It's draining that shits worse than trolls when they hating
So man I'm hitting that gym and fuckin weight training
No pain no gain there ain't no shame to feel tame in the game
The aim in the picture frames to stand with the flame
So take ya nickname or ya stage name and turn it to fame
So you can reclaim who you are and move on to a brighter day!