Rocking Chair

There's a hole in the wall
I could fit my head through
To see if they all live parallel
I wonder if my twin drinks too

I think he failed to mention that his brother is an addict
He was hiding in his room

But I don't know why it didn't catch my eye
The door was open

I yelled "quick"
Pull me out of here
I quit
Coming back to my living room

I need your hand
Just to help with my heart beat, understand
For me now

I fall into an evil place when I am drunk
And I'm drunk

And afraid to understand he hides
But leaves the door open

And I have seen it all before
I have heard them cry for you
To try defeat it, just be there
Sit beside my rocking chair

Rocking chair

There's a hole in the wall
That I could crawl out the other side
I'd give my all to be a good role model
I hope that you can see that my intentions are good

I often overlook the fact of being an alcoholic
Is something that I could have become

And I don't know why it didn't catch my eye
I'm only hurting the people I love
And I love you

And can you see me beautiful
Can you see straight through my soul
Help defeat it, just be there
Sit beside my rocking chair

And I know you had to walk me home
I know I couldn't stand up on my own
And I'll be sorry when I wake
I can't forgive myself for your heartbreak

And I know I loose control sometimes
And I now know alcohol is blind
And I've tried drink myself to death
Well my rocking chair rocks by itself

And can you see me beautiful
Can you see straight through my soul
Yeah help defeat it just be there
Sit down beside my rocking chair

Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair

Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair

Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair

Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair

Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair

Can you see me beautiful
Can you see straight through my soul
Help defeat it, just be there
Sit down beside my rocking

Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair
Rocking chair