War on My Mental

Numb to it all
Step and I fall
Nothing will heal
Fuck how this feels

Fighting myself
Losing my health
Mentally drained
Fuck all this pain

Demons be taunting it hurts
Speaking in sin am I cursed
Taking a turn for the worst
Screaming in silence while it fucking hurts

Devil be chanting his verse
Doing his bidding it's forced
Sinning I feel no remorse
Numbing my mind, I'm not me anymore

I don't even know why your still even here now
Maybe it's my drugs and maybe it now taste yeah
Either fucking way I know it ain't cuz you love me
And that's okay baby cuz I know you wanna fuck me

Bottles on the bed but it's comfy when I'm tryna sleep
Shotty got me drinking like she scheming when I fall asleep
Wake up still fucked and she holding me a tight squeeze
It's a fucking puddle say she sorry that she killing me

She said she sorry that she killing me
She said she sorry that she killing me
She said she sorry that she killing me
She said she sorry that she killing me

Everyone the same, fuck the lames, burn in fucking flames
Feel the fucking pain, going thru your veins, like a train
Right up to your brain, what a shame, now your fucking chained
Sheep your fucking name, get away from me, you fucking lame

Stay strong
March on
Imma soldier imma die with my weapon
Imma soldier imma die with my weapon

There's a war in my mind and I'm losing the battle
At dawn, we ride with a horse and a sattle
Look death in the eyes like that shit doesn't matter
Tote steel grip iron got a whole lotta metal

Numb to it all
Step and I fall
Nothing will heal
Fuck how this feels
Fighting myself

Losing my health
Mentally drained
Fuck all this pain

Im numb im numb
Wasting away, I'm wasting away

Im sick of this shit
Im still taking hits
Stutter and slip, I might just fall off a bridge
Don't give a fuck

Still stuck in a rutt
Seeing the visions got me in a bag
Breathing real fast
Huffing on gas

Terrors be spawning my mind is a trap
Nothing is helping, just drink till it pass
Watching things fade while my vision goes black



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Writer(s): $lothboi
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