Not the Same - Remix

I, can't get out of bed
Sometimes I dread and dread
The complications of my mind, I can't tell if I'm fine

No I'm not but I can't say it out loud
Let the world just shake upside down and round and round
I can't talk about whats in my head

So sometimes its better if its left unsaid
Out of spite for the decisions, In my mind I have no religion

To figure out why I'm feeling this way, And they all ask "is she okay?"
Yeah I'm fine, I just feel like dying
Don't know why, I just gave up on trying
But I'm A okay. But I'm just not the same, I'm not the same

Nothing fine about the mind state im in
I got evasive again
I cannot face it I send
Lying texts I'm perplexed
So upset this unrest
Got me inching closer to my death
How does stress
Always find me
I'm a lost soul now
In this ghost town hiding from what I've found

Sometimes looking inside don't yield results that you seek
The truth they keep repeating sound like bullshit to me
Many nights I though of leaving couldn't pull it for free
The pain up on their shoulders felt like bullets to me

So I wipe off my chest and I hop out of bed
This world keep on turning don't stop if we're dead
I need to keep growing and learning it's urgent the reaper might come for my debts

Out of spite for the decisions, In my mind I have no religion

To figure out why I'm feeling this way, And they all ask "is she okay?"
Yeah I'm fine, I just feel like dying
Don't know why, I just gave up on trying
But I'm A okay. But I'm just not the same, I'm not the same

Out of spite for the decisions, In my mind I have no religion

To figure out why I'm feeling this way
And they all ask "is she okay?" Yeah I'm fine, I just feel like dying