June's Song

I miss you
Not just me, we all miss you

Smile on my face, tears in my eyes
Do you smile when I'm laughing
Do you frown when I cry
Shit, of course you do
You've been there for it all
My ups and my downs, my highs and my lows
My winters, my falls, my summers, my springs
And the funniest thing
Is I feel you with me
During my weakest moments, I can feel you in me
Restoring my soul, it's like you're living through me
Your heart beats when my heart beats
And I hear your voice when my heart speaks
It's like, it's like, it's like you never left

I love to you death but I never forgave you
For falling to cancer, wish I had the answer
Then I could've saved you
Kept you alive and always by my side
Then I could've gave you
Anything you wanted, anything you needed
When you didn't make it, my heart was depleted
Had me begging and pleading for you to come back
Cause I was scared
Alone with little protection
Lost with no direction
Shit, I was only seven
I'm ashamed to admit but at one point I hated heaven
Cause it took my mom
See, Keisha had Sean, Kelly had two
Thankful for daddy but he wasn't you
Heard I would see you again when I'm dead
So I hope you forgive all the things I would do
All the things I would try, all the things I would wonder
Suicidal at eight, not crazy, I just wanted my mother
I know that was dumb but now I'm mature
And I hope you approve of the man I've become
Yeah

Had a baby girl, reason for all I do
And I know in my heart that she was sent by you
It shocked me and it scared me and I cried when
She was born in the same hospital that you died in
It's like
It's like you never left
Yeah