Possible

I can change if You want me to
I can change if I trust in You
'cause I know all these things are possible with You
I will change if You want me to
I will change 'cause I trust in You
and I know anything is possible with You

I remember, tears flowing, I would ask God,
"if this is how You made me, how can I be flawed?
I don't remember asking You that I would be this way
do You even listen to my heart when I pray?"
if it's so wrong, why does it feel good?
the voices tell me that I'm simply misunderstood
being my way, versus being what I should
doing what You say is right, versus what I really would
I feel the laws of the universe in my veins
pumping white and black oxygen to my brain
breathin' life with a hidden undertone of shame
I feel the wickedness trying to evict Your holy reign
so even if it feels natural, impossible
I know true inspiration is in the improbable
so I trust that I might be wrong
and true life is what I really long for

I can change if You want me to
I can change if I trust in You
'cause I know all these things are possible with You
I will change if You want me to
I will change 'cause I trust in You
and I know anything is possible with You
and I know that I am not the only one
the war within my chest leaves me undone
maybe I am far too gone to change

so look at all my mess and my debris
I'm asking that You help me, honestly
'cause I don't want my love to waste away

I can change if You want me to
I can change if I trust in You
'cause I know all these things are possible with You
I will change if You want me to
I will change 'cause I trust in You
and I know anything is possible with You