ALONE

I'm trying
To do what's best for me
Most nights sitting in a parked car
Reminiscing times
I got you we can go far

There's something
About your ways that's changed
Check back in a year you'll see
You'll take back what you said to me

Things change when you grow up in a small town
I used to give a fuck but I don't really know now
Simple ways when i'd bike down the block
4 kids, cold days, just skipping some rocks

Most times it never feels the same
I can't keep up while you're playing these games
Change my ways, as i read this note
I can't tell you this
But I love you she wrote

It's time you take a step back
Realize that you would miss that
Stuck in jersey on the other side of the map
While you drink away your pain
Pretending that'll fix that

Same school, same moves
Somethings gotta change soon
Been feeling so alone that nothing really gives a great mood
People tell you give it all that you got
Until you suffer some more, lie awake and rot
Long drives, faint days
I want to feel the rain
I want to know that someone out there's gotta feel the same.
Stepping outside, first time today
Retrace my mind, clear my thoughts away