Bogus Journey (13th Step)

It's no surprise your haunting me because you've turned to a ghost
Your distance can be measured by the mile by the minute
Or is it just the story that I'm telling myself
It could be codependencie, it could be jealousy
What's written in our history, just isn't helping me to be, too well
With being shelved

Closed personal hell and my skull is the cell
It's not going too well
Only time will tell if ill
Get used to the smell
Of my lungs burning
What a fitting end to a bogus journey

Are you somewhere that you shouldn't be
With someone twice as cute as me
It's echoing here down in this well
This recovery is losing steam
This wait is reigning down on me
This weight Is gravity
Without the know hows, how's
Any sorry supposed to help
When my poker face is my tell
And your loves a carousel

I can't take it all back, it wasn't all bad
And it's all that, I can do
I thought that we were pushing through to
Something better, bright and new
There's nothing really left to do
Or say on this pursuit
Just that I'd read to you