Thought You'd Never Ask

7 weeks is enough of a hell
But even so I've got nothing so tell me
Honey drink I'm down to wager,
if you'll down this cup of jäger
God's not watching nor the savior,
guess we've fallen out of favor
I never thought I would end up with you
Another day we've got nothing to do
We'll feel alone when we're together,
pretend it's all the better
Stuck in silence in a bender,
but darling just remember
I only show the best of my intentions
Even when I've lost all sight of heaven
How are you I forgot to mention
I keep a smile on so you don't ask questions

Quit my job it's been tough to pay the rent
Not keeping track of how much we've really spent
Let's go blackout at the bar,
oh baby please we'll use the card
Don't wanna feel this $h*t tomorrow
-*#k how much we've gotta borrow
It's getting colder on my side of the bed
Can't get up like the sheets are made of lead
Bite the bullet feel the sunrise
work is calling might be unwise
Boss won't let it slide
oh God I think we're bout to capsize

I only show the best of my intentions
Even when I've lost all sight of heaven
How are you I forgot to mention
I keep a smile on so you don't ask questions

Please believe that you're better off
when you are lying next to me
Now I see that the lies won't help me stop it bleed

Please believe that you're better off
when you are lying next to me
Now I see that the lies won't help me stop it bleed

Why are we
stuck in this dark place I never once was free
Hurt me please
cause I can't die inside these dreams

Sever me
don't let me fizzle out like all my stolen dreams
Look for me
don't let me -- hear me scream!